the following saturday...

wake up to perform solat subuh..
then i get ready to went out for a walk
just me alone
i walk quite a long distance..
about 4 km kot?
xboleh dudok diam la~
things that happen yesterday wont go away..

when i walk by this one filty river
biase la tuh
sungai kuala lumpur..
i stop
then came this devil
make me feel like wanna jump into it
buat aku rase mcm nak pegi bunuh diri
but yet,
im not stupid
i didnt do it
and im still alive now
takot la jugak kan
kalau bunuh diri,
dah la masok neraka
then nnt jadi hantu
wooo, no way man!


then bile dah sampai rumah
i stop by at my favourite tree..
i hug it tight..
i cried like crazy..

kalau anda nampak pasti anda ingat hantu or orang gile kan?
tp sebenarnyakan
rase lega gile...
because i am a tree hugger
and im proud to be one :)
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bile dah sampai rumah tu,
x boleh dudok diam tau
nak bukak buku pon x boleh
came this voices of people
about stupid2 me
so, i keep my self busy
clean this up
clean that up
sidai kain
lipat kain
then bile tengah hari
sedar2 je dah tido mati
penat babe~
naseb baik sempat bangon utk solat zohor



im kinda ok now
but i dont know how am i supposed to faced tomorrow
at school..
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