cuba2 nak rajen

spm, 

dlm 14+ hari je lagi, 

tolak tambah tinggal 16 minggu sahaja, 

and about 4 month left 

utk study sumbat ilmu kat dlm otak.

kau dah ready nur 'amirah?

owh, YES

im soooo

not ready :)

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dan sebagai usaha

bagi mencapai keputusan yg boleh aku banggekan

dan x malu nak tunjuk kat generasi indigenous kecik2 masa depan

aku buat keputusan utk lebih rajen

dgn study lewat malam.

bile first time buat last week

owh, sangat sensara babe!

pegi skolah aku rase mcm ayam berak kapur!

in 5 seconds je dah boleh berdengkur kot time blajar.

adoiii

tu lah, dah lame x buat kan?

kalau form 3 dulu

hobi dah tu

sampai lepas habis je PMR

demam seminggu aku

haha

lawak je cite tuh :P

harap2 lepas nih boleh la biasakan diri

date dgn buku, kopi atau neslo(adam yg ajar ^^)

dan headphones bagi menghilangkan rase takot 

yg kadang2 datang tiba2

dan buat rambut aku mengerbang!?

nampak?

skarang alhamdulillah 

50% dah ikot

50% lagi will work on it (sabtu ahad tido je memanjang)

haha :P

the real love story

*i just wanna share this lovely story with you guys :)/copy&paste post :P

Katie Kirkpatrick, 21, held off cancer to celebrate the happiest day of her life. Katie had chased cancer, once only to have it return-to clog her lungs and grab hold of her heart. Breathing was difficult now, she had to use oxygen. The pain in her back was so intense it broke through the morphine that was supposed to act as a shield. Her organs were shutting down but it would not stop her from marrying Nick Godwin, 23, who was in love with Katie since 11th grade.Five days later, Katie died. She did not let sickness stop her from living, take away the hope or faith that made her believe she had a future. She had a lovely wedding and she had love and she gave love and love doesn’ t die. And that is how Katie beat cancer.
read more, HERE!

i'm a human. am i?

have you watch this video before? i first watch it on the oprah winfrey show..
from this video, i wanna tell you, a story, may i?


i use to have a best friend, a cat..
his name is nabil...
i tookcare of him since he was a little kitten..
i played with him, kiss him, sleep with him, give him a shower,
but, when i reached 16, i kindda change a little..
or maybe a lot..

i start to ignored him..
dont even care about him..
and he changed to..
maybe because his new born brothers and sister came along
he get jelous...
but still, i love him very much at that time..
but i just cant show him..
i dont even know why...

but, one afternoon..
when i came back from school..
i saw him...
there, by the road...
he's
dead.
blood is all over him..
his body is still warm..
i sit there, crying...

since that time until presence..
i never want to have a cat anymore..
yes, there is cat at home, but only my parents love them and feed them and stuff..
to me, they are not mine..
and i dont want to have anymore cats..
because nabil is still here with me...
i can still feel him warm..
dead body during the time i hold him that day...

*when people were so crazy singing love song for their partner..
i sing it for him, yeah..
sound like a mad2 girl right :')

final year exam!

next week!!
2nd-13th of october!
:"(

wish me luck

p/s: i cant post a new blog post! busy with dating with my books! after exam is over, blog will be the first boyfriend that i go a date with! haha :D

xoxo,
wait for it c(:


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